Finding Balance
It's been a while, hasn't it? The past month has felt a bit like running on empty, which led me to take a little sabbatical from blogging. Sometimes, even those of us with the best intentions need a break to recharge, right? In my time away, I've been diving back into some of my beloved hobbies, like sewing, which has been a real balm for the soul.
I'm back now, feeling more refreshed, though I must confess that my return isn't without its challenges. Lately, I've been wrestling with some frustrations and a bit of anger, particularly concerning a friendship that has taken a taxing turn. It's a classic case of mixing business with personal relations—something I've learned can be quite problematic. Despite understanding on an intellectual level that some friends just shouldn't mix with business, it's tough when conflicts in that area affect one's livelihood.
This particular friend has made it especially hard, seeming friendly to my face but speaking ill of me behind my back. It's exhausting, and I find myself yearning for the simplicity of home life—cooking, watching TV, and just being in my own space. Socializing has lost some of its charm because of this, making me sometimes resent the whole concept.
But here’s the kicker: I'm getting better at handling this. Though it's tempting to stay salty, I remind myself that confronting the issue head-on could jeopardize my work and escalate things unnecessarily. So, I've chosen a path of peaceful coexistence from a distance. It puzzles me why others still maintain their friendship with this person despite knowing what's happened. Yet, I remind myself that it’s not about me, and it’s really not my place to dictate others' choices.
In strengthening myself against the negativity, I’ve realized just how fortunate I am. I'm surrounded by friends who stand by me and loved ones who offer unwavering support. It's a reminder to focus on gratitude and not let anger cloud my perspective. The less I talk about the negativity, the less it spreads—like avoiding watering a weed in the hopes it won’t grow.
So, here I am, telling myself, "I can do this!" And I truly believe I can. We all can, with a little patience and a lot of self-love.